It's been a long time since I've been on here.
There has been so much movement in my calling to serve God. He has made it so clear to me in the people I've met at church, in campus ministry, in even basic interactions that he's there and has never left my side. I sometimes would get so angry when things would never work out, I would feel by myself, just Avery in the world, even when I was among other people. I was wrong though, because it's not just Avery. It's Avery and my best friend Jesus Christ, who saved me and is the center of my life. God gives greater join than any other way we could follow; and sometimes that path takes awhile because we develop a character that resists what God wants us to be. The beauty is that God wants it to be our decision to serve him; he wants us to love him and isn't a tyrant that says, "I'm the ruler of the universe, bow down to me." He says, " I love each and every one of you more than you can realize" Jesus says in John 15," As the Father loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. If you keep my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my fathers commands and remain in his love."

However, I am still facing a deep issue that I don't know how to solve on my own, it's so difficult to give our life's to God and to live according to his teachings. But may we all learn and be blessed.